Some times I think things have gone so slow other times I don't know where time went....
I know my losses are to great for most to imagine unless they have had their walls crumble down before them. I can probably write a book of what not to do, and I still am trying to figure out what to do.I know I had to go through what I have had to endure to get where I am now.
I have cried more than I could have ever imagined was possible, I have missed some one more than most people will never have to comprehend . I have grown in many ways and will continue to find my new path.
I knew true love , compassion, patience , and most of all I know I had a soul mate, lover,husband and a friend most of all....
Tribute to a loving Husband and incredible man.... I LOVE YOU CHRIS....
Hiking in Montana The Hilgard Basin
Snow Camping in the Sierra's
Soaking in the Sierraville hot springs.
Chris in Mendocino Our favorite place.
Camping on the Yuba.
Chris holding Josh wearing his Mother Hips T shirt one of his favorite local bands
Wedding In Mendocino.
what Chris Lived for Family.
The Man He Became...
A beautiful tribute, Mary. There is no way someone else can walk in your shoes and understand, but I have admired your courage in facing your path.
Posted by: Birdsong | May 20, 2009 at 06:02 PM
i read everything on the page (not just the one year post). i'm too lazy to comment on each one....
love all the photos of chris.
some day you SHOULD post your train wreck. you've handled things the best way you could. if anyone judges you, fuck 'em. like you said, unless you're living it, you can't understand.
you're amazing.
Posted by: Kimberly Reed | May 27, 2009 at 07:51 PM